Well, I just wrote this long-ass post that dealt with such scintillating topics such as "why am I the way I am" and "why do I feel alienated" and "what am I doing with my life" and "what kind of choices do I need to make now."

But I thought it might attract scientologists, Landmark education recruiters and other "we have the answer" peddlers, so I didn't post it.

But I wanted you to know that I think about these things. However, I am going to spare you the exact details and carry on with my healing process.

I'm experiencing technical difficulties. The regularly scheduled program will begin shortly.

I'm going to bed now, after spending two and half hours on a live journal post that I wrote and rewrote and then deleted. Tomorrow will be a good day. Today was a good day. These challenges in my life are not new ones.